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WeLCuM To Da TWeeDoT WeB SiTe.
12-10-01
well let's see what there's to say.... umm my life's alright nothing really going wrong with it. christmas is coming up and i have nooo money to get people presents so that wrong! i need money. i have this huge urge to just get wasted like stupid wasted like pot liquor and sex.... that's what i need. that'll make me really happy.
12-4-01
Werd dawg... i love that word, i should seriously stop saying it but it get's stuck in my head
so what's up homies?? i don't know what to say but my life's going great. nothing to bitch at today..
peyace out homie's!!!!
11-28-01
Damm im lagging major ass on this site. i've been really busy with waterpolo. it's pretty sad im already getting tired of it. it's making me lose my boobs, and like there already too small. so that sucks. today i went to shakeys for some funrasier thingy and it was pretty lame cause shakeys isn't really that good. im starting to get all buff! BAM!! look at this arms! (flexes in the mirror). tomorrow it's gonna be a month for mark and i. yay. whoopie do dah. mmm my buddy robert got kicked out of school and that sucks cause i miss kicking his ass in science. stupid fucker, Now i got some new kid in my class his name is anthony but he;s a little werid. so he's alrite but he's not as slow as robert. umm im kicking ass at polo. life's going good i guess.. i just wish sometimes that i could feel more comftable with mark. i just feel all werid with him. i know i shouldn't but i do. it's weird. like it's crazy cause grace get's all mad when other girls talk to mark and like she's always telling me to tell him something but i really don't see anything wrong with it. he's just being a friend. like im not gonna tell him how to act, that's him and that's the way he is. i trust him. i mean that's what a relationship should be build on right?? if i didn't trust him it just wouldn't last at all. besides i talk to alot of guys and i wouldn't want him to tell me that i couldn't talk to them or just chill with them. or maybe i should be jealous??!? i don't know i just don't understand this. it's just so hard cause i don't know what to do. before iit was just soo much easier with my other ones cause i didn't see him everyday and know and see what he does and with who. this is bullshit. i don't understand how others work this out. ughhhhh this is WACK!
11-17-01
hey what's up you guys!!! im soo sorry i haven't like updated this site in a really long time..iv'e been like super busy. Well alot's happened since my last update. i got a boyfriend..Mark ...no not the same one.. a different one....he's really cool and i like him alot. i got with him that day that i went out with him so YAY meee...it's gonna be three weeks... umm i started waterpolo... i think this is gonna be a really good season for me. school's pretty good. like i like all my classes.. getting alrite grades. and my buddy mayte go to my school so that's really coooool for meee. im really sick too right now
and it's a bitch... like my nose is runny, my head hurts, im easily irratated and im just yuckie feeling...my nose is sore. it hurtss...i don't know what to say...im done . bye
10-28-01
it's like 11:01 pm and im pretty tired, i can't really go to sleep tho...im just bored. i just got off the phone with him and he's a DORK!!! im going on a date tomorrow! WOOOHOOO....so i know ima hitt that shitt....haha..kidding...get it .....tired...sleep....date....mark....mark....i like mark...he's coool....okay im out...peace
10-13-01
this is a very motivating letter from ferny, thanks soo much, it makes me wanna love myself even more.....sniff..sniff....
Hey YOUNGster,
I had read your old message a while ago.
Don't worry, you're not that much of a loser. I mean, you are a loser. But
you're a high level loser. If losers came in levels, you'd be on top. I
really mean that, from the bottom of my heart. Plus I talk to you so you
can't be that much of a loser. Socialising with me automatically brings up
your cool status.
Holla back loser ... I mean YOUNGster
P.S. I like your hair, update your goddamn site more.
Later, RAPTURE a.k.a. Superstar
10-13-01
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARTHUR!!
You guys are my bestest friends in the world, thank u guys for being there for me and listening to me cry about a certain guy and just acting like girls for me...(arthur)thanks for teaching me to skate even though i didn't want to....always remember the ZOO, even tho we fight alot we'll always be friends cause were cool like that, your like a brother to me, your one of my oldest friends, and you've always been super cool to me, im sorry about all thoes times i've acted like a bitch to you i didn;t mean to i swear!!....(adam) adam your a dork what can i say! i love yah! your my buddy for life no matter what, i'll always be here for you and ur dorkie ass, no matter what, and i don't want you talking to slut alrite? and stay away from bunnie, one of these days your gonna pet a sick bunny and then you'll get fleas.......
10-10-01
im getting tired of writing about my life cause there really nuthing to say...so for a while im just going to put songs on here that shows how i feel ...
Saves the day
The choke
"Don't leave yet
it's still early and I haven't even said a word
and I'm hoping that I might upset you by saying what I want to
'cause it's not like you don't know I've fallen for you
but it's in my head and that's where you can't see it
and I thought that maybe if I had to bite the tips of my fingers I could stumble over words
and tell you just how far before I hit the ground
and I'm the type to think of all the wrong things to say
and I will shut myself up and I'll never come out-
I'll close all my doors and only show you the black spots where my eyes once were-
I can say this-
I can collect myself deep down and then come out punching
and I'll scream out loud."
10-3-01
" Morning has broken MR. Coffee has spoken The familiar wake-up call sings to my ears I wake up with a shrug To the floor with a thud Where in this hellhole is my coffee mug? I can now face the day on legal speed (The American way) I'm sketching I'm seizing I'm spazing I'm shaking I can not stop spilling on my brand new shirt I-I-I'm wired I'm so inspired I drank the entire pot so off to work Here I come to save the day on legal speed (The American way) Drinking coffee I drink coffee Drinking coffee everyday "
10-2-01
Booo....hehe today was cooool. i dunno why it just was, i was feeling kinda sick tho, and i didn't look very good today soo booo. i've been listening to alot of love songs lately and it's making me happy and sad at the same time.soo that's a booo..makes me wish i had a guy but i don't!! so that's another booo!! damm i think everyday i get stupider and stupider cause i really don't know what to talk about anymore. umm i don't talk to the other mark anymore , he's wack. he ignores me now. so im tired of wasting my time on him. he tells me he loves me he loves me but yet he's with someone esle? and the sad part was that i believed him for a long ass time. but you know what? im not gonna waste my time on him anymore. i've waited for him for soooo long and it just never works. im just acting like a retarded monkey. soo booo....then theres the other guy that's really cool. he's really nice , super funny and makes me happy but i don't know. i don't think he'll go out with me cuz im a loser :(... so boooooo... okay im done complaining....
9-25-01
MARK i like you dot. dot. dot. dot. i think we should go out dot.dot. that would be cool dot. we'd have fun dot. maybe i'll ask you out but im scared dot. dot. dot. so im hoping one day you'll see this and you will dot. dot. dot. dot. dot. let's. hope you do dot. p dot.s if you do read this your still lame dot.
9-25-01
oh yah ANTiFLag told me to put this on my site for you guys to listen to , you really should, its a song called 911 for peace, it's a song about the WTC bombing.......so if ur bored and have time please listen to the song.....http://www.anti-flag.com/anti-flag/911forpeacestatement.html
9-22-01
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9-18-01
im starting to really hate waterpolo . it's just so stupid to me.or maybe it's just cuz im tired that im talking like this, but i don't know this is gay. im just tired of school.im tired of my parents.im tired of being lonely, im just tired of my life. it's sooo lame.i go to practice sit there and watch the guys, swim sometimes but that's it. i remember went i did have a life it was soo great, i go smoke at someones house, laugh, get drunk and just be really happy, but now it's hard for me to be happy cause i realize that there's nothing to be happy about...i miss my old friends.. they always knew what i was feeling. i never had to tell them, they just knew. but now there all gone, some went to rehab, others became tweekers, and others just moved on and stop talking.but there were so great. sometimes i wished i never stayed sober. i just wanna smoke a big fat blunt and that would make me soo happy. but i don't know why i just don't. i just can't. i can't do anything right. everything i do is soo wrong. come on how lame am i? i haven't had a REAL boyfriend in like 2 years...maybe there something wrong with me. this blows. being lonely sucks, i like these 2 guys right now, one of them i know wouldn't work out, and the other, im just to scared to say anything he's soooo cool and like im not. im such a LLOOOSSERR! well anyways. im done talking my shiznicks....
peas
9-14-01
yah well im sick, i don't feel to good. i had polo practice today and im seriously out of shape. my eyes burn like crazy. and im in pain!!!!!! god damm this sucks... ima die when my season starts...well lets see what else happened today...oh yah i was waiting in the snack shack line today and like i ordered my food then like all of a sudden this guy working in the snack shack came up to me and was like "hey you like christian" i was like who? "christian the freshman" then it took me a while to realize who he was talking about..then i finally remember then i said "ohhh that guy, naw i just think he's hott, doesn't mean i like him, how do u know? " he told me.............so i would like to thank freddy for saying that...thank you very mucho...oh yeh im not really gonna be updating this website that much right now...im starting another one alll about this really special little band called NOFX....it should be done in 2 weeks....
9-12-01
yeh well i've been watching tv lately, and this is like really really sad. how could people do this? how could people actually go out and want to hurt others just because they don't like out goverment? yeh our goverment's not perfect. but it's not that bad enough to kill thousands of innocent people..stupid shitfuckers.
9-01-01
IM BACK!!! Korea was boring i recomend not going there unless your a heavy sleeper...the plane ride both ways was bad....mad turbulance...nasty ass food...small chairs....but they had these little tv's in the seats and personal phones to call people..so that was coool...and oh yah the icheon airport was like soo high tech..stupid me have this thing where when i go to the bathroom i always go to the handicapp stall cuz you know it's alll roomy and stuff...but the handicapp stall was a whole room..you push this button and the door opens you push it again and it closes...yeh so i was amazed..4 of my cousins are coool the rest SUCK! there all nerds and freaks .....umm im running out of things to say......oh yeh im going to germany for spring break!! woohoo!!!!!
8-18-01
today's my last day. ;( . i don't wanna die. im scared. i got a couple of cds to entertain me on the plane but it's no help. im gonna miss jeremy cuz i won't be able to see him ever again cuz he's going to college. and if u read this it was really cool meeting you and stuff. your a really really cool guy. take care and have fun. you damm achololic. and u gotta write me! ehh so yup im leaving on a jet plane, away away and poof im gone....i'll be back in 2 weeks. god i just don't wanna go...all asian people around. not understanding one word there saying to me. hugging and kissing and....URGGHHH ..just too much. well im not gonna see or talk to u people in 2 weeks so i want you guys to take care and get laid.oh yah SIGN MY GUESTBOOK!! well im out like a fat kid in dodgeball.....peas out
8-16-01
today was coool, like today i called adam and it was fun. so like that made me happy. i had to go to school today to take id pics and like i wanted to see all my friends and stuff but like i went and everyone was gone :( i was too late. so i walked around with mark. he's cool. i got my class schedule and i got alrite classes. then i came home and like nick came over so we went walking around just talking and catching up on stuff. i'd wish he move back. we went to the 7-11 and i saw this one dood that i met when i was in like 8th grade. i'd used to have this crush on him cuz he was this really hot punker guy, but now i saw him and i was like ehhh. it's werid how people change. anywho later on i went home and chilled with jose on his stoop and just talked. i never knew i had a bunch of new neighbors. and one of them is like really really cute, his name is gil and has such a nice ass. god damm. anywho im leaving in one day . :( .... im never gonna see jeremy again :(
8-11-01
let it burn let burn... won't you , won't let it burn............ i love vodka cuz it's really really great. it's the shit yo, im leaving in exactly six days, im scared. i think i'll go on the plane drunk or something so i could pass out on the plane. yeh so jeremy's having a going away party and im not there :). that blows monkey balls. damm melissa's never home. and i tried calling art for a ride but he went wakeboarding. so pooey. so today sucks. i went to my cousin's work and this little girl was making me feel stupid. she kept asking me all these question about math like 1 million times 1 million equals 1 trillion. so then i was like no it doesn't it equals 1 billion. but i think it's wrong so i felt stupid. well yeh im out of things to say...bye
8-8-01
BLah blah blah, my mom's a bitch blah blah....AHHHHH she done piss me off last night, she kicked me out (again) and it sucked some one called the cops and but like i already took off. so it was fucking cold as fuck and 12 in the night...so im just walking around the alleys figuring out where to go, i tried calling people but no one anwsers there fucking phone, so i end up breaking into my dads truck which took me a hour to do. but at least i slept right? so i was planing on taking off today but i don't know where to go and i don't wanna go by myself. so BOOOOOO. anyways that would be pretty stupid if i did cuz i don't have no cash... :( grrrrrr i hate this house...
8-6-01
gobble gobble gobble, it's seems to be feeding time at the home of the Young's....yay! i got my a nice turkey lunchable. it comes with lean turkey breast. American cheese, Butter crisp crackers (they have a sun on em) and TWO chocolate fudge cream cookies... now this is heaven! Anyways so im sitting here in my room listening to the Vandals and i happen to glance out the window and guess who i saw? (like you would really know) I saw my old buddy steve. he was skating minding his bussiness then all of a sudden he flys off he skateboard head first. it was pretty hliarious. just thought i'd like to tell you that little bit of useless infomation. oh yah i just added this counter thingy. it makes me feel like a loner. it's barely on 2. WHY DON'T YOU PEOPLE LOVE ME??
8-4-01
fuck yo, guys are soo much damm drama, blah blah blah. you guys are never fucking happy always depressed. and always about some stupid shit like. " oh no she don't want me, no let me fucking mourn for a year" get over it!!! grrrrrrrr. anyways today i cut my hair, it's WACK! and i got a new cell phone soooo for you people who had my old number you can still call it i just won't get ur messages for like a year. my new number is (562) 881-4523 anywho i added a couple more pic's today.
8-2-01
summer school ended finaly.yay
8-1-01
i finally got some free time and like i updated it, FINALLY. fernando wanted me to put up a stupid guestbook up so he could make fun of my site, it's also up so you guys could put up who has the nicest ass!
7-13-01
This is my wonderful site about crap. it's not really done so just wait.ima add some more asses on monday so just wait.this is my first page so it's really crappy, but eventually i'll start understanding all theses buttons and there puposes. i got the warped tour pic's devloped it's just im too lazy to scan them. it takes too much energy.
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